Inspired by a cAt!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?

    This week was a weird one to say. I have found my inspiration this week from 2nd family comprised of my amazing friends in Pekin. To say the least being around them, and staying a for a weekend in Pekin has been inspiring because I couldn't imagine a better way to spend a weekend. Friday nights art simply going out dancing at Stone with my best friend, and her Joshua. Then being with our other 3 friends Dakota, Kari, and Cody. As well as seeing some of my amazing friends who are soon to be leaving, or have already left. Just having fun, and relaxing. Doing some amazing line dances, and just plain fun dancing. Such a good time with friends who you are close to, and have an interesting connection to in a psychological way. Just being around them on the weekends makes my world brighter, or talking to one of them on the phone, and getting constant texts from them make my life seem more important. 

    What happens after Stone is the drive back, or going to stay the night someplace. Just our little family not wanting to break up, and feel that loneliness that happens when you see a family member leave, and not know when you will see them next. I love my 2nd family. They are always there, and seeing some of the stupid crap some of them do inspires me, or just the driving around, and seeing what happens, and letting it be. I love seeing them. I wish I could see all of them everyday, but I guess I can settle for a weekend. I love being with them, and knowing that I can be free, and self expressive. I don't feel like I need to be contained when I'm with them. Even though sometimes when I get mad at the boys for doing something stupid like going onto a roof, and the jumping off, and one of them hit the gutter, and decide to be complete morons. I love them nonetheless. That is what inspires me this week.